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 Now I have become unsure of what path I must take to find solace or closure. True, I had never directly told the girl of my admiration the truth of my emotions. From what I can infer is that one of the people I had conveyed my burdens to might have started the wind of gossip and this may have given her the suggestion of my attraction. After that came a time where I had shared to a sister about my troubles, as she had shared some of hers to me, but afterwards some time, the girl of my admiration went farther from reach, physically, yet my heart held her quite near. I then realized something else with my sister in troubles, I found a fondness

Indecisive and unsure I step forward Hoping and Longing Time passes. To the day I realize truth Waiting confirmation If it be you. Then all my effort Shall pay off finally That I spent time To hone spirit and self. Love then comes Natural and gradual Life lets two become one But all in due time. I stay and wait To live and love To grow better still That I meet you

Many things have been said and done but I still try to fight of the weight that people place upon me. All that I do is for the life that I live and hope to have. To slave and try all that I need to fulfill. Yet time and time again I come short to the standards that others have placed. But when I do what I like, things that many take for granted, and to what I can, even if to me it is a long way from complete they complement it with a great admiration. Everything that I have striven for contradicts my ideals and the ideals of others. I see things in a different light than they do and they know it but still force to make me follow what is the p